hari ini hari isnin

Delayed entry......

Dimulakan dengan bismillah.

Hari ini sangat rajin menyediakan sarapan sebelum bergerak ke tempat kerja. kami bersarapan dengan cengkodok ikan bilis dan air nescafe (dulu tak minum tapi sekarang suka sangat minum nescafe, gara-gara terpengaruh dengan suami). Lebih cengkodok agak banyak, tapaukan sikecil anaqi buat bekalan kat rumah pengasuh (perangai dia sekarang ni, turun kereta je mesti nak makanan, biasanya saya tapaukan biskut).

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Masuk dalam rumah wan (pengasuh), tertib dimulakan bagi salam, duduk depan TV, terus buka bekalan, nak makan tapi kat tangan ada kereta kecik (ayah bagi), kawan nampak terus nak pinjam. Sikecik ni tak bagi terus kawan tu bebel-bebel pastu ikut wan dia gi tempat lain (haha mujur kawan tu tak ajak gaduh). Ibu pulak, keluar dengan perasaan bercampur baur, sedih ada sayu pun ada. Tapi saya percaya semua ibu yang bekerja melalui fasa ups and downs by putting our child to others care. Harus lebih sabar dan tawakkal kepada Allah.

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Pity my son, he has to be independent. Alone with nobody physically err i mean his parent, be by his side (mentally, u are always in my mind dear). But the good side is he grow up as independent boy with parent's minimum supervision during our working time. Back to last week stories, when ayah busy 'shopping' his 'kasut kerja' and ibu has busy helping ayah making decision, he happily running here and there like nobody care. He even do not bother we at all as if we were not there at that time. 'This boy good ehh' said the 'tokey'. 'tak kacau u all langsung pun, budak lain selalu nak attention, but this boy is different'. "Yes, he has to coz he must adapt with the environment (with working parents, has no siblings yet, staying 8 hours at babysitter's house & so on so forth)

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permata hati saya. moga membesar dengan sihat dan jadi anak yang soleh (Ayah suka tengok naqi pakai baju ni. siap dia suh tempah banyak-banyak baju ni)